Friday, May 18, 2012
Too mad to find an appropriate title
Is it possible for a person to reject BCPs? I have never been a fan of 'controlled medication' The kind that you have to take every day or else. I can never seem to remember to take them. But last month I was put on them and missed a day. When I went to see the RE with the hopes of starting the injectables it was discovered I had a cyst. That thing has been the bane of my existence. So when I was told I had to take them again this month I figured ok last month was all my fault. I'm gonna be diligent and take them suckers on time and every day. I have done well, didn't miss one single day. I have one more day left and then it's back to the wait game. Wait for CD1 so I can schedule an appointment for CD10 to check on the cyst. I'm cool with that. My RE sticks by a nice schedule so I was ready. But no! Today somehow is CD1. Are these pills even effective. I still have pills left. How can my cycle have started already? Aren't these pills suppose to stop that from happening until I start the dummy pills? Now this throws off the entire schedule. Instead of being able to go in on the 31st which would have been CD10, I may be screwed. Now CD10 is a Sunday. That next day is Memorial Day and I have a mandatory training I can not miss that Tuesday. Just great. I am mad and the bad thing is I'm not even sure what I'm mad about: the cyst, the pill or my body for causing all the trouble in the first place.