Friday, May 18, 2012

Too mad to find an appropriate title

Is it possible for a person to reject BCPs? I have never been a fan of 'controlled medication' The kind that you have to take every day or else. I can never seem to remember to take them. But last month I was put on them and missed a day. When I went to see the RE with the hopes of starting the injectables it was discovered I had a cyst. That thing has been the bane of my existence. So when I was told I had to take them again this month I figured ok last month was all my fault. I'm gonna be diligent and take them suckers on time and every day. I have done well, didn't miss one single day. I have one more day left and then it's back to the wait game. Wait for CD1 so I can schedule an appointment for CD10 to check on the cyst. I'm cool with that. My RE sticks by a nice schedule so I was ready. But no! Today somehow is CD1. Are these pills even effective. I still have pills left. How can my cycle have started already? Aren't these pills suppose to stop that from happening until I start the dummy pills? Now this throws off the entire schedule. Instead of being able to go in on the 31st which would have been CD10, I may be screwed. Now CD10 is a Sunday. That next day is Memorial Day and I have a mandatory training I can not miss that Tuesday. Just great. I am mad and the bad thing is I'm not even sure what I'm mad about: the cyst, the pill or my body for causing all the trouble in the first place.


  1. Stopping in from ICLW #80. Ugh, I can sense your frustration! I'm not sure about the pills, but I hope everything gets back on track for you and the cyst will be gone! Good luck to you!

    1. thanks. it just seems so stupid that this one small thing can cause such huge problems.