Realization

I have looked back on the posts that I have done since starting this blog and it has all been about this IVF process, or rather, the lack of process. I need to get in a better headspace. I can't let this take over my life. I do actually have a life. I work, outside the home, and sometimes have fun with this. I do PC support for a University. I go to school. I am finishing up a second bachelors degree before starting grad school, hopefully, next fall.I do have other children and a foster child that has activities they attend. Yet, I can't seem to get this one goal off my mind and speak of something else. I think I have to devote certain blog days to something else. I have seen Fertility Free Friday's (F3). I like that idea.  Especially since, right now, I am just waiting for CD1 AGAIN. Then cyst check, then CD19, cyst check and I'm sure she will still be there and then CD1 again. Sigh