Monday, June 4, 2012

::Insert Expletive Here::

I really want to say some really bad words. That darn cyst is back. Well that's what my RE says. I don't know if it's just that I'm feeling real upset at her because she keeps delivering me bad new or for some other reasons. Here's my issue today: I went in today to have my baseline u/s. Just 12 days ago when I went in, there was NO cyst. It had gone away. I was suppose to start Lupron tomorrow but now I have a cyst the same size as it was when I went in on the 9th of May. 

I guess I can believe that it could come back and grow but when I mentioned that I don't think the BCPs are working she dismissed me. I haven't really gone into my weight loss surgery in detail before but If I have to take double vitamins due to my stomach not absorbing vitamins and minerals like it suppose to, then I woud assume it may work the same way for medications too. I told the RE that it felt like I ovulated a few day ago and isn't that what the BCPs were suppose to prevent but yet she still is holding on her believe that everything is fine with them and my body is absorbing them just fine. I don't know if it's the feeling that I'm just being push aside and being taken for my copay and appointment fees or that my body just won't part with its love of cyst. 

Tomorrow I have to have blood work done STAT to check my estradiol levels to see if I can proceed. I have to go back in tomorrow for another appointment. (Yea, another copay) to go over the estradiol levels.

Ps. On a good note, today is DH's birthday so after the appointment we went to see Snow White and the Huntsman. It was a great alternative to the fact that he wanted to go to Medieval Times. Got some chicken tenders at the concession stand and he was still able to have dinner and a show. Awesome. :-)


  1. Damn cyst !! Mine kept appearing then disappearing... and reappearing too... last year then back this year. Sooooo annoying. Hoping your bloods are ok tomorrow and that you can proceed. If you're not feeling listened to, just keep asking. You're paying the bills and it's your body... she shouldn't dismiss you like that. Love always xoxo

    1. thanks I hope the blood work is ok. I just hate this wait game.