Tomorrow I ......

...POAS. I know that my actual beta draw is on Monday but I just can't take another day. I brought a 2 pack that has a bonus third. So I will POAS Sunday and Monday morning. This has been the most trying two weeks of my life. I feel so anxious. I'm scared that it will be negative and I'm scared with will be positive and I'll end up with triplets. I'm not sure how to handle either situation. It is 10:13 eastern standard time on Saturday night and I just can't wait to go to sleep and wake up. It feels like Christmast Eve and I'm just waiting to see if 'santa' got me that gift I really wanted. I will update first thing tomorrow morning.