...nope scratch that...Looking to maintain SERENITY. I'm journaling my days. Just that....my days. I was focused on IVF before with my daily life secondary now I am focusing on my life.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Remember That Roller Coaster (The TMI Post)
TMI References. Don't read any further if you don't want the gory details. :-0. I warned you.
I hate that infertility leaves a person with so many more questions as each day and cycle passes. Right now I'm kinda scared to go to the bathroom. I see blood and I'm not sure if I am to be happy or scared that it's there. It's not a whole lot but as each day passes (some on Saturday then the most has been since Monday) I don't know if it's implantation or miscarriage or start of AF. Saturday was a speck here and there. Sunday nothing. Monday when I wiped it was not a lot but noticeable. As the week has progressed it has become more and more. It's not enough to change a pantyliner more than twice in a day but is this normal? Dr. Google said it could be but I have never experienced anything like this before. Could it be this much because of the three embryos? I'm confused and as usual it it taking an up and down toll on me.
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Wish I had some helpful information but I don't have any answers. Tomorrow is your beta, right? If you are pregnant I know what spotting is pretty normal in early pregnancy.
ReplyDeleteI can't offer any helpful information either, but I'm praying for things to go well tomorrow and that you can keep your sanity through the remainder of your wait. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteHang in there. I wish I could say something more helpful. Answers will come soon.
ReplyDeleteBeen thinking about you today.
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